Re-evaluate

I keep going to my site and going to my twitter and going to MFC... And it's so overwhelming and stressful!  I feel like when I decided to launch this site I wanted to give myself a platform for my camming and now I look at it and want to change my mind.  When it becomes something to do for someone else or for a business it stops being fun and starts getting neglected.  So I'm changing that. I don't know how or with what quite yet but I want to do this for me and for fun!  But I've found recently that I like the feeling of real people and user generated content then I do the shenanigans of fighting other girls for a top spot on a pay per view site.  Not that I think I'd give that up completely, but in my life it's not my main gig and I don't rely on it so its hard to put up with the bullshit that comes with it.  I enjoy the thrill more then the cash! (But the cash IS nice lol).  Back to reality.   Part time camgirl, Full time awesome.